I've only just realised what good friends I have, and what "good friends" seem to pass them selves off as. Today, I shut myself off from ignorance, I ridicule your law. I'm going to say this one last time.

I have had it. You have defiled what small comfort I had with you. I only hope my smile can burn as yours did.

So to be honest, I do still love you. But is it possible to hate you more? Because I do. I hate you for being there, and I hate you for who you are. Because you have made me helpless. Until now. Go on, if you must, spare your glances, your remarks. I'll humour you. But I can move on. I will move on. Soon, I shall have moved on.


Thank you, my darling friends for putting up with me for these two years of trance. I'm sure I came across very...er...well annoying to say the least, and I'm sorry. You don't know what you've got 'till it's gone, but luckily, you guys didn't stray far. Don't worry about me any longer. I've finally grown up, and realised, with some ambition, and a little work, what I can really accomplish. A.D. or no A.D.

InsainiaTorn
I have awoken